FLY in mid-air :]

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

ooohhh cool pic. i dont know why i adore this pic so much. haha
ok serious my life isnt turning any better esp this seasons holidays are worst and getting worst.
im getting even more sick than i had ever been .
well i kept thinking abt this guy whether or not he will be faithful or hes just playing with words.
he wants to get to know dad , i dont know if thts th right thing to do cause i dont want him to give high hopes yet . well i cant stay at home all day . well if i were to do so i have to do something like talking nonee stop or get hyper so as to forget th sufferings. i seriously do. and only one person knows how bad it is and right now i feel like asking him over to accompany me cause why, now then i realise tht i really badly sadly terribly need him with me by my side .
ok why im saying this cause i have no ideaaa. im just letting out th pain which is wailing to come out but its too stubborn and only want to stay in my body .
TUHAN , kau beri kan lah aku semangat utk menanggung semua ini . amin ??
ok tdaay im being succhaa lamee person . better than not posting aint tht true .

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